Human nature

Its really sickening, it really is. Are we humans really the people we look ourselves to be? We hope for the better, we believe that we are better but are we truly like that? Just because we talk that we believe in the better side of life does nto mean we really deep down mean it.

Its really tiring really, go through life with so many people so cynical, so contradicting. We look at others and often (perhaps not all the time) believe that it would not change. In fact its surprising over the fact that a person can change. However what even more sickening is that we believe that the change to the worse is always an open option whereas a change to a better person is not possible. That person is just faking it. What kind of prejudice world is this? Why are people like this? If this is truly human nature wouldn't it be better to be an animal then? Free of all these disgusting thoughts?

For example, you have a friend that is average. He/she turned to the worst, starting smoking, started doing drugs etc. The most amount reaction that I have seen is the "Oh thats a pity", "What happened? Why did he turn to be like this?". But never have i seen a "Nah, his still the same, his just faking the whole thing". However if the opposite happens, say someone was bad, he changed or at least is trying to change for the better. What the most common reactions? "Think that guy is faking it", "Cannot be la". Why are people always out there trying to find something negative about someone?

Is it the fact that they are insecure? That they believe only in the worst of others? That person cannot change, he couldn't have done that, she was useless so how can she be able to accomplish this? Its almost as if its human nature to want to look down on others, to see others through a negative window and pinpointing out everything that a person did wrong. I do admit that i'm guilty of this too and you the reader, can u say ur not guilty of it?

Even when a person truly wants to change, and is trying to change. Is it possible that you didn't spot it? Change is not instant nor is it immediately noticable. Rather, if a person who has tried to change for the better tells others he/she really is trying ot change for the better, others would just point out the mistakes they have made, the things they still do and other things they have not apparently "changed". Is this what humanity is reduced to? All these negativity in the world just to look at a person and say he cannot change because he was born like this, something happened to her or perhaps i remember him/her like this so i highly doubt it. I do not doubt that fact that many people would believe in a person changing if something extrodinary happened. Why not? In this wretched world, what better fairy tale is there? One that gives us that tiny glimmer of hope. Even then how many cynical people are there? Many of them saying he would not last for a long time. Now how about if a person is sick and tired of their life, perhaps a robber who had many past records in jail and hid in a village to prevent the police from catching him/her. Now if those people from the village knew he was a robber and he has been stealing small stuff to survive. An annoyance they know, but something they would accept out of pity for this man/woman. Say one day he really believes that he wants to stop stealing and live a proper life, how many of those villagers would believe in the fact that he would change?

Its tiring really, to look at humanity and look at all these apparent self-righteous people who pretend they know the stuff there are talking (and some do) but do not even live out that life. Thats what you call a hypocrite. All these people who press down their answers, their constant questions when they themselves have no clue and do not even live out the advice they give out. I really look down on those people.

Human nature is corrupted. I do not believe that we are like this, but due to people around us, hypocrites and others of their class have changed many of us into their own kind. Its a sad truth, is human nature truly evil? I do not believe we are naturally evil yet why is there so much evil in the world? Its not that we are born evil but rather because we were exposed to evil and we not only accepted it but practised it. Its a sad thing really, to know that all of us who were not born evil in the end took up such a human nature.